05 December 2007

Who in this world knows?

Really, that's my question tonight. Who in this world knows? I'm beyond ready for this term to be done... but what I have decided is that it wasn't that bad in the first place. I've had to work harder this term than I have any other term since I've been here. School's always come easy to me, so to have a term that's challenging me this much is, well just that too much. I don't mind a challenge, but to me a challenge is having to work harder specifically. I've been working harder generally. I know I prolly sound like I don't have any idea of what I'm talking about, but I do. When I complete something that's challenging to me I feel great afterward. It makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. When I finish something that's just ridiculous I don't feel anything but relief. Ok now that that's done with I'm just ready to get in some Christmas shopping!!!!

1 comment:

Kirsten said...

I totally agree with you on how when you aren't enjoying something, even if it's challenging, when it's over I'm just relieved, and I don't feel like I've accomplished anything. I don't feel as if I have learned something from our horrible class...I feel as if it was a complete waste of time. But I am thankful for it in the fact that we became closer friends :) Love ya!