09 January 2013
I'm Sorry
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I stopped writing.
I'm sorry I stopped trying.
I'm sorry I haven't been good enough.
It's been over 3 months since I've written, and in that time I haven't given writing a second thought. It's quite thoughtless really. I don't write for you. I write for me. I could sit here and promise to write more often, but then I'd be writing for you instead of me. I think it comes down to the fact that I like to write when I'm either really happy or really frustrated and lately I've been neither. SO here's the deal I make with myself... I'll try... I'll try to post more often, even if they're short. I think secretly I've missed writing. Even as I sit here I can think of other things I have to say...
I'm sorry I stopped writing.
I'm sorry I stopped trying.
I'm sorry I haven't been good enough.
It's been over 3 months since I've written, and in that time I haven't given writing a second thought. It's quite thoughtless really. I don't write for you. I write for me. I could sit here and promise to write more often, but then I'd be writing for you instead of me. I think it comes down to the fact that I like to write when I'm either really happy or really frustrated and lately I've been neither. SO here's the deal I make with myself... I'll try... I'll try to post more often, even if they're short. I think secretly I've missed writing. Even as I sit here I can think of other things I have to say...
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You should always write for you- your current self but also for your future self. This is a time of great change and reflection in your life. And although you might not have huge things to 'document' you still have YOU to remember in the years to come. Write if you want. Don't let us make you feel bad because honestly doing it just to do it isn't worth doing it at all. :) Riddle you that, smart stuff. ILY.
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