My own personal silence

I sit here in what is likely the closest to silence I ever am comfortably. The radio's on quietly enough that I can fall asleep. Well on most nights. This very early morning however, sleep alludes me. I've finished a book, played Mario Bros. and done multiple sudoku puzzles. I've realized that I don't write on here anymore. I also think I know why. I like the ability to stay caught up with people, but I don't like the fact that here, unlike my head, private conversations and even my handwritten journal I can't truly say what's on my mind. I can say the things that I'm ok with EVERYONE knowing, but not the things I feel should be kept from certain people. Or a certain person. That alone is a reason I would often be on here writing, but writing and then not posting them just isn't as fun.
Well, for those who don't know and are actually reading this I got into the Education Program here at WOU set to start in the Fall of 2008!!! This is extremely exciting and a bit overwhelming to be quite honest. Jessica is in the 3rd term and I see what she's going through, whether she knows it or not, she's become one of my biggest roll models. And with nothing against him, the day that Matt moved up here was one of the saddest of my life. I am beyond happy for Jess!!! She deserves all of the happiness in the world, but not getting to see her anymore sox as Dad says. It's kinda depressing watching all of my friends get married. I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have planning to do for Jess's batchelorette party.
This term is going well. I love my Art Education class, it's a great chance to be creative twice a week at least. I also love my Human Sexuality class, the group is great and having Amy as a teacher again is also a big bonus. My ESOL classes are a mix, I love one while not liking the other. My PE class is only ok because it's with Marita, other than that it's kinda boring. (It's PE instruction basically, not a fun class)
oK, well now that I've done many things, hand written a book it seems, and have a migraine growing I'll take some medicine and head to bed, I think I'm finally tired enough to sleep, only to be up at 7:45am to head to class :)

~~Cara