I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I stopped writing.
I'm sorry I stopped trying.
I'm sorry I haven't been good enough.
It's been over 3 months since I've written, and in that time I haven't given writing a second thought. It's quite thoughtless really. I don't write for you. I write for me. I could sit here and promise to write more often, but then I'd be writing for you instead of me. I think it comes down to the fact that I like to write when I'm either really happy or really frustrated and lately I've been neither. SO here's the deal I make with myself... I'll try... I'll try to post more often, even if they're short. I think secretly I've missed writing. Even as I sit here I can think of other things I have to say...
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I am a DAUGHTER, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a TEACHER, a young girl and a GROWN WOMAN. I am CONFIDENT and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. Doubt IS my WORST enemy. I am broken and whole. I am MISUNDERSTOOD, misguided and mislead. I am HARD WORKING and DETERMINED, but a little SCARED on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I PRAY TO GOD and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to other who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I WALK ON FIRE. I believe in passion, and more in TRUE LOVE. I am everything and nothing all at once.
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